First Post

Today mark the first day I am blogging about my recovery from addictions to pokies machine.

I had lost $3000 yesterday in a very bad binge on pokies machine yesterday. Yesterday is also the day where I finally have positive surplus $400 in my bank after it took me 4 months to repay the $2500 debt I withdrew from my credit card. Only today to start over again...

I really wish there is a way I could hijack my brain to make it better, overcome the intrusive thoughts to push me towards going back to the gambling venues and stopping myself from withdrawing frantically in huge amounts after severe loss. I know I can get better and stop gambling for myself, my family and my love ones.

I will not stop trying until I succeed.